My Love

Dead,empty,hollow,
was I,
when I imagined world,
without love,without life,
just as a mechanical process,
my hairs raised,my eyes stilled,
a breeze of air, passing by my ears,
utter silence, heartless was i then,
everything seemed faked up,
cooked up seemed the whole world,
as if I am entrapped lonely,
hours and hours passed,
but no answer?
why am I still living?
why is this machine still paining?
switch it off!
if all things are predestined,predictable,going to die?
why am I here? why this pain of life?

suddenly amidst this intense loneliness,
when baffled was I,
sprang fountain of love,
as if trying to hold me in,

as I asked it,
who are you?
answer came,I am love!
I : then why don't you stay forever?
Love continues,
I am always with you,
it's you who don't seek me,
you seek something else,
I bring this death,
to make you realize,
that i am not just in
a mother or wife,
not just in friend or pride,
i am everywhere,
yet nothing can express me fully,
I don't ascribe any quality,any form,
yet I am everywhere,
when will you grow up dear?
you loved me alone when your heart flowed for anything,
but you thought that -that anything is love
and then when that thing broke your heart!
you thought love was fake,
Just give me truly once your heart, your mind,your whole being,
for I am love,
dreams will fade away, someday you will fade away, melt in me alone,
but I will stay forever, in joy inexpressible